Damn Mikey

Cold and abandoned
Chills runnin' through her spine, just for thinkin' he won't
I remember plans for forever, guess we won't get what we want
Tryna force myself not to care until I genuinely don't
Heart of a giant, walkin' to the beat of my own drum
Know they hate hearin' me, stoned, uh

I had dreams of touchin' ki's, no piano
Don't fuck with me 'cause you feel like you got to
Said she writing someone name, her latest tattoo
Said I left her broken, I ain't try to
But you whatever you want, you know I got you (I got you)

Arguments with my BM, she said a lot to hurt me
I was goin' numb but that was back when I was poppin' Perkys
Grindin' hard for these fabrics, now I feel like Prada cursed me
I'm tryna sell off my conscience, they sell off controversy

Can't compare his numbers to mine, that's 'cause the block was thirsty
Out in them trenches, stay a while, I keep a Glock with 30
Them members left a bloody scene, that's how our mob did dirty
Score, fast breaks, hit up his body, they shot up his jersey

They keep forgettin' who got the city, might make copies of my stat' sheet
Get up close, knock out his grill, we don't rap beef
Hop out the car and turn that bitch into a track meet
Runnin' from the graveyard so we pack heat

Cold and abandoned
Chills runnin' through her spine, just for thinkin' he won't
I remember plans for forever, guess we won't get what we want
Tryna force myself not to care until I genuinely don't
Heart of a giant, walkin' to the beat of my own drum
Know they hate hearin' me, stoned, uh

Youngin' was already the coldest, you just ain't know it
Too many scars, heartbroken as he got older (yeah, yeah)
Glock in pants, if he show it, he gonna blow it
All for them bands, he be rockin', he be rollin'

And niggas, they got tension, but they beef be undercover though
I can't lie, I miss it, but these bitches ain't one hunnid though
I thought you was different, but you built just like these other hoes
Had me in my feelings once I seen how your true colors show

But I carry on, act like I don't care 'bout that
Tryna change her last name to Green until I seen her heart was black
Try my best to lead the team, life of a quarterback
Heard the news about DeeDee, I damn near a heart attack (yeah)

Cold and abandoned
Chills runnin' through her spine, just for thinkin' he won't
I remember plans for forever, guess we won't get what we want
Tryna force myself not to care until I genuinely don't
Heart of a giant, walkin' to the beat of my own drum
Know they hate hearin' me, stoned, uh